Me :')

Kenape aku penyabar sgt?
Kenape aku tak boleh nk argue?
Kenape aku biakan jea mnde tuh berlalu.
Aku baek sgt kea? I mean aku bodoh sgt kea?
Aku lurus ehhh? Bia jea ape org buat kat aku!
Knpe aku xblh kate tak?
Kenape aku terlalu pkirkn perasaan org dr diri aku sndiri?
Kenape aku mengalah?
Aku tggu jea ape pun org nk buat?
Aku bia jea org tipu aku. Even aku tahu.
Kenape aku tak boleehhhh naaaakkkk maraaaahhhhhh? *geram gile!
Senyum jea yg kau boleh kea wani?
Even kau geram? Even kau sedih?
Show wht u feel, wani! Dont care about others!
Someone please guide me.
Seriously i need someone tht can pretend me. Help me. Care about me.
Seriously no one know me. No one no wht i feel.
I am not the oldest wani. Seriously.
All i want is strength! Ya Rabb, help me.
You the only that can help me. Safe me. Love me.
Im tired of all this. Dont let me to give up.
Give me strength. Guide me.