marriage

assalamualaikum :)
hewhew
tajuk nmpk indah kan? perkahwinan. hehe.
hmm, act nk post psl org2 yg dh kawen.
hmm umur aku pun dh ade yg kawen.
dorg tuh kwn2 aku la jgk. tp xdek la rapat sgt pun!
act tak knl pun just tahu nme jea.
bg aku. aku respect dorg!
sbb even dorg hmm pkaian blom la sempurna tutup aurat. even mmg seksi pun
even mmg minah moto pun. tapi dorg kawen. dorg bernikah!
bg aku tuh lagi bgus dr terus hanyut buat dose. buat maksiat and zina.
hmm, tbe2 aku terpikir. kdg2 yg buang bayi or terlanjur kbykknnye dr golongan cerdik pandai.
hmm means budak universiti. hmm yelaa mentaliti budak2 ni and kluarge dorg berbeza dgn kwn2 aku yg dh kawen ni even dorg skola tak pndai sgt. myb kls blkg skit.
tp bile mentaliti org kebnykkn, mst la kne hbes blaja dlu. itu ini. tak sesuai nak kawen. diri tak terurus. blom layak jadi isteri or suami. so, thts why la maksiat and zina berleluase.
kwn2 aku yg dh kwen ni pulak, aku bkn nk ckp dorg tak pndai. tapi mgkin kurang skit berjye. mgkin amek sijil. tapi dorg dh kwen. even rmbut berwrne. bju ketat. tak ckup kain
tp dorg nikah! sbb tanggungjwb tuh akn dtg dgn sndrinye. perubahan byk blh buat selepas kawen. syaitan pun dh tak kacau. semua yg dorg buat pun halal.
hmm klo one day bercerai tbe2 pun. myb xdek jdoh. and better xdek jodoh tp dh kwen dr xdek jodoh tp mngndung ank luar nikah. hmm.
thts all. its just my opinion :)

different?

assalamualaikum :)
heyy now was at 7.40 am
im not sleeping. i just cant sleep act.
hmm, so im watching drama marathon! haha
drama #kisahcinta
aku kurang interested dgn drama. but not this drama! i like it.
lagipun die ade 8 episod jea, if im not mistaken.
its about love and fate!
anddd im thinking about something.
wht is the different between
cinta yang tak ditunjuk and tak cinta pun sbnrnye?
hmm, i not find the different yet sbb well hidup ni takdir yang tentukan kan?
so, aku xblh nk komen yg laki tuh
cinta tapi tak tunjuk or laki tuh sbnrnye tak cinta pun
hmmm, its very a best drama for me
im enjoy watching it. and im not wasting my time finally.
so, anyone can let me know wht is the different between
love tht not show and there is no love act?

Hmmmm

Assalamualaikum.
Perasaan aku skg sme mcm tjuk post nie
Feeling nothing
Well, dlm dunie ni
I dh jmpe org yg snggup bersumpah2 bahawa die tidak melakukan sesuatu yg dituduh.
Buttttttt, hakikatnye. Btul die buat.
Hmm snggup menipu jnji die lps.
Kdg2 smpai ngis2 ckp die xbuat but act die mmg die buat pun.
Wht kind of you, people?
Anddd, one true story
He just act like nothing happen.
Bile org tnye die, die jwb dgn pnuh selambe yg die tk buat.
Butt u know wht. Allah tuh maha Adil. Die akn tnjuk kebenaran.
Well, act laki tuh dh kawen and ade ank2 dh punn.
Cite ni psl lki kwen due laa.
But, how come kau blh tipu? And blakon mcm xdek pape jd.
Oh my Allah. I hope im not one of those people yg mcm ni.
And I really hope, aku tk involve dgn org mcm ni.
Sakitt jiwa oooo. Ckp die tk buat tp act die buat.
Ssh nak tafsir kejujuran org tuh.
Btw, ni bkn pengalaman aku.
Pengalaman kwn aku and die cite. and berlaku dpn mate
Jauhkan laaa ya Allah. Thts all. Bye.

Firdaus's holidayy

Assalamulaikum,
Hmm, sorry sbb sibuk2 nk post psl holiday awk
Hehe.
Seriously I miss you so mucchh!
Sy slalu bygkan yg sy pergi bercuti dgn awk. Hee
Firdaus sy pergi hatyai!
Hope die tk gatal2 kat sne.
Byw, act post ni nk bgtau yaaanngggg
He really sweet. He wearing my shirt
Andddd die akn nwk bntal busuk ke mne2 sje.
Tnpe rse malu die bwk kat lua cmtuh? Ish2.
Saya pun slalu sorok dlm beg.
But its okeyy. Have fun.
And the important is please take care of yourself!
Bye2. Love youuu so muccchhh!

Brunei

Assalamualaikum, heyhey
I just want to share my holidaayyy.
A trip to brunei.
Hmmm, act xdek ape sgt nk cite
its just fun.
Spend time with my family except my twin bro
Because they have stdy weeks.
But, I just miss someone.
Spe lagi kn, klo bkn firdaus. Hhe.
Yelaa mmg tk cntct laa. Jrg2 jea :'(
Hmm, brunei best. But aku tk bpe nk sihat
So mls nk amek gmbr2 bgai.
btw, org brunei handsome2 hahaha.
The girls sgt sopan. tutup aurat sempurna.
Comel2. So, klo nk cri jdoh, blh laaa! Hewhew
Nak post gmbr holiday punn mcm byk jea.
those are the pieces of the trip
Thts all.

Matrik!

Assalamualaikum, heyhey
Hari ni nk post psl khidupan duk kat matrik. Hehe
Dh hbes lme bru nk cite kan? Yelaa rmai plak junior2 tnye psl matrik
So tbe tbe rse nk post jea kat blog ni.
Hmm seriously kolej matrikulasi teknikal johor sgt best!
Hmm hdup kat matrik nihh agk pack.
but act tk ssh mne pun stdy die.
Just follow aktiviti yg dh ade kat matrik tuh.
InsyaAllah selamat dunie akhirat. Hehe.
Act no need to struggle. blh laa dpt dlm 3 pointer and above
Klo mmg nk 4flat. Usahe lbh skit. Means buat latihan sndiri
Klo pegi kls n focus kat kls pun sbnrnye dh ckup.
Tp klo tk g kls tuh, hmmmmm. Tggung sndiri.
Hehehhe, tuh aku ckp kat diri aku sndiri.
life die bese jea. Tp tkla bebas cm universiti.
But tkde laaa terok mcm skolah asrama -.-
Just nice org kate. Hehe.
Seriously im glad because choosing matriculation.
Blh laa berdisiplin skit. Hehe. and cpt laa nk bnding dgn dip.
Btw, im waiting for my result. Wish me luckk!
Tkot jea xdpt msuk u yg aku nak. And course yg aku nak.
But aku bersyukur sgt sgt klo dh blh smbung blaja.
Doakan utk aku. And bdk2 matrik yg laen.
Seriously tkot nk msuk alam u yg pnuh cabaran. Ceyhhh.
Tk leyh blaaahhh ayt aku.
And tkot sbb dh degree. Degree? Mcm tk ssuai jea utk aku.
Aku mcm bdk2 jea. Haha.
Keyhh. Done. Bye. Assalamualaikum

Sad

Im just want to post
Im sad now!
Sy nk awk cari sy
Bile awk ssh n sng
Sy nk tahu mslh awk.
Sy nk rse ssh mcm mne awk rse ssh
Sy nk rse sng sme mcm awk!
Thts all.
Bye

Please bace wak!

Heyy, ni utk awk!
bile sy dgr and bce lirik lagu ni,
Seriously sy akn semangat!
byk jea lagi lagu laen yg bg sy semangat.
Tp sy ske lagu ni. Lirik die.
Phmkan keyh syg :D

Takkan pernah aku menyerah 

Walau harus terpisah ruang
Hanya bisa bermimpi
Terlukis dalam khayal
Bertapaku tunjuk setia

Biar waktu terus berlalu
Hati takkan pernah berhenti
Menyanyikan lagumu
Membaca puisimu
Selamanya aku rindu

Biar hujan yang turun
Membasahi jiwa ini
Ku tetap setia menanti dirimu

Kerna cinta, ku mampu mematahkan sepi
Ku sanggup menunggu dirimu
Walau seumur hidup
Kerna cinta, ruang tak menjadi misteri
Hanya ku melihat dirimu
Datang memeluk daku

thnks, love u! assalamualaikum :)

Kami!

Assalamualaikum :) heyhey!
Hri nk post psl 'kami' !
siapakah kami?
Kami ialah saya dan dia!
Siapakah dia?
Dia adalah kesayangan sy!
Hahaha, ngade jea kan?
Act post ni khs utk die!
Sy nk ckp, thnks sgt sgt sgt!
Sbb snggup berkorban tenage, mase, wang ringgit!
Berkorban jiwa dan raga. Hahha. Lebih lebih plak.
Segalenye galenye laaa. Terima kasih sgt!
Nk tahu tk die buat ape?
Die bg sy cupcake! sdp!
Die melutut kat sy! Sweet!
Die itu, die ini. Die die die. Hahaha.
Sy xtau nk ckp ape. Sbb sy terlalu gembire!
Seghonok sgt! Hewhew. Die comel sgt!
These are the pieces of him and we!

Skype-ing

Assalamualaikum,
Heyhey.
Hmm post ni just nk ckp psl hobi bru aku
Haha. Hobi baru? Hmmmm
Takde laa hobi punn.
Just new activity :)
Which isssssss
Skype-ing with yooouuuuu!
Thnkss for everythingssss!
Thnkss for accompany me!
We eat! We sleep! We chat!
We sweet! We crazy!
We do faces! Anddd
We lovesssss!
I just wanna say that i love you!
Take care of yourself.

Oursong!

Assalamualaikum :)
Heyhey
I post this becaauuusee
I wanna say thnk you so muuccchhhh
For sing me a sweet song!
That is oursong. Yeahh. I love it so much!
You make me touched! Im cried.
Anddd you too, right?
Thnks also for bce doa sebelum tdo dgn sy.
Hope you will be the only one who
Pray this doa with me untill im die.
I also want to say thaaaatttt hmmmm
I love you so mucchhh! I really love you.
Just take care of yourself!
Stdy smart. Remember Allah and parents always!
Hope there will be a shine for us and
We can stay together :)
Amiin!

Hmmmm

Seriously im heartless now!
Too much things that i think about.
Sometimes i dont know who am i.
Sorry for everythings.
I hope that i can leave the world.
I dont have point why i am here.
Kbye.

Love boys that ...

Heyy, girls. Please admit these...
You love boys that
-make you smile for no reasons
-make you laugh
-have a cute face
-dont hurt you
-protective over you
-spend the entire day with you
-suddenly hug you from behind
-suddenly kiss you
-look at you like you are the best thing in the world
-staring at you like you are so beautiful
-give you a tight hugs.
-kiss on your forehead
-go on long walks with you
-give you a little, but special gift
-give you their sweater
-go to beach with you
-accept you for who you are
-taller than you
-would take pictures with you
-make a crazy faces
-always hold your hand
-help you when you in trouble
-send you a random cute texts
-always text you first
-make a suprise for you
-spend all of their time with you

Instagram

Hey hey
Ade sorg girl ni follow sy kat insta
So sy pun follow la blk
Al kisahnye,
Tbe tbe terjumpe gmbr die and awk
Gmbr tuh dh lme. 8 weeks. 2 months.
Lme la jgk kaaann.
Myb awk tk smpat bgtau sy kott awk klua dgn die.
Positive thinking. Takpyh bgtau pun sbnrnye. Hewhew.
Act xdek pape pun kat gmbr tuh
Just im a little bit sad sbb
Sy rse sy xpnh pun ade gmbr dgn awk.
Gmbr yg btul btul posing. Haha. *ngade.
And gmbr tuh die pkai topi yg sy bg awk :')
But its okeyy.
Sy tak marah punn. Sedih? Hmmm. Skit jea.
Sy print screen tau gmbr tuhh. Sbb awk comel!
Tp klo pmpuan laen mst dh mengamuk or merajuk.
Tp sy percye awk! And sy syg awk!
Err, gmbr tuh pun kire hdiah hari jadi laa jgk utk hri ni.
Haha.
Bye bye. Assalamualaikum.
*Blaja blaja. Esk paper math. Pray for me.

22/4/2013

Assalamualaikum :)
Todayy, officially aku dh 19 thun! Yeayyy
Boleh kawen -.-
Time 18 thun pun ckp cmtuh jgk.
Tp tk kwen kwen punn. Hahaha
I just wanna say thnks to all my family, friends and you!
Love you allsssss. Muah muah. Hha.
Gmbr tuh txt mama kitewww. Hewhew
Hdiah plg bermkne utk hri ni.
Tbe tbe mama kite sweet thun nihhh. Syg mama! Syg abh!
And thnks for suprised prty, friends!
Tika my only one roomate and neighbours, adda, fatin and raihan.
Even dorg buat awl.
Time 19/4 sbb 22/4 tuhh dh exam. So dorg buat awl.
Mse tuhh aku tgh tdo. Dorg tutup kipas.
Menyirap seyhhh. Pns en. Tp aku tdo jea. Hahaha.
Tbe tbe dorg nyanyi lagu hppy birthday.
Terkejut gile. Aku bgun tgk jam tgn.
Aku nk tgk tarikh, aku ingt aku dh tdo bpe hari en. Hahaha
Btw, thnks for the cake chocolate -.-
Sje nk bg aku cirit katenye. Or myb xdek vanila flavour :'(
Terima kasih sgt sgt lat semua sbb wish. Nyanyi2, kiss2, hug2. Hee
Thnkss hdiah bgai. Blnje mkn sume.
Bye. Assalamualaikum

Mate :)

Assalamualaikum. Heyhey.
Act time nk post blog nihh. Aku nk ngis. Tp thn jea la.
Aku nk cite pengalaman aku yg mmpunyai mate kecik.
Mate KECIK! bukan SEPET!
First
Sgt memalukan! Dlm kuliah. KULIAH kott. 100++ pelajar!
Suasane sunyi. Tbe tbe madam ketok meja aku kuat kuat
And jerit "jgn tido" JERIT! Ya Allah.
Aku pndg die dgn heartless, ha? *mcmtuh la respon aku.
Sbb aku tak tau die ckp kat spe. Haha. Sbb seriously aku segar gile.
Then die belah. Yup! Aku xtdo. Tapi malu kott. Malu en?
Sumpah malu! Time tuh aku mmg ngis. Sbb aku dh tak tahan.
Dh byk kali aku smpan. Selame ni aku bia jea.
Time tuh aku kol mak aku ngis ngis. Dh tk thn. Sbr jea la.
Second
Aku tgh kms brg. Then aku diam sekejap nk pkir.
Tbe tbe kwn aku dtg, "wani, kau tdo kea?"
Haa? Wht? Aahhhh, tidaakkk. Aku tk tdo. Tp time tuh gelak gelak laa.
Dulu, aku rse mnde tuh klaka. And tak ksh.
But seriously now. Aku akn terse sgt. Mnde tuh bkn gurauan lagi.
Satu penghinaan tahu tak! Haihh.
Kdng2 jln dgn kwn kwn. Dorg akn ckp "wani, jln bukak mate"
Dlu blh la aku gelak2. But now! Tak klaka weyh! Sumpah tak klaka!
Nseb aku penyabar. Senyum jea en. Haihh. Tp aku ade perasaan jgk kott!
Sabar tau wani. Sabar. Alhamdulillah kau still blh melihatkan?
Bersyukur wani. Jgn pkir org nk ckp :) *senyum :'(

Me :')

Kenape aku penyabar sgt?
Kenape aku tak boleh nk argue?
Kenape aku biakan jea mnde tuh berlalu.
Aku baek sgt kea? I mean aku bodoh sgt kea?
Aku lurus ehhh? Bia jea ape org buat kat aku!
Knpe aku xblh kate tak?
Kenape aku terlalu pkirkn perasaan org dr diri aku sndiri?
Kenape aku mengalah?
Aku tggu jea ape pun org nk buat?
Aku bia jea org tipu aku. Even aku tahu.
Kenape aku tak boleehhhh naaaakkkk maraaaahhhhhh? *geram gile!
Senyum jea yg kau boleh kea wani?
Even kau geram? Even kau sedih?
Show wht u feel, wani! Dont care about others!
Someone please guide me.
Seriously i need someone tht can pretend me. Help me. Care about me.
Seriously no one know me. No one no wht i feel.
I am not the oldest wani. Seriously.
All i want is strength! Ya Rabb, help me.
You the only that can help me. Safe me. Love me.
Im tired of all this. Dont let me to give up.
Give me strength. Guide me.

Sy manusia biasa :')

Assalamualaikum, heyhey
Hmm sy nk post ape ehh?
Err dlm hti nih ade something yg sy nk luah
Tapiiiii, hmm sy pun tk tau mcm mne nak mule.
Semua yang terjadi kehendak Allah S.W.T.
Ape yang sy minta tak semestinye sy dapat
Ape yang sy dpt tak semestinye sy minta
Sy sentiase berharap sy dpt ape yg sy minta
Tapiiii, Allah akan bg ape yang sy perlu bukan ape yang sy nak!
Sy tak tahu berape lame. Tapi sy harap selamanye
Sy mntak maaf jika suatu hari nanti sy akn pergi
Sebelum sy smpat tunaikan jnji jnji sy
Sy nk awak tahu, bile tibe masenye nnt. *If it happen
Itu bkn ats kehendak sy. Tapi waktunye telah hbes utk sy.
Sy tk minta! Tp mngkin itu terbaek utk sy.
Sy mntak maaf sy terlanjur berjanji
Tapiiii, awk perlu ingt
SAYA MANUSIA BIASA
Yang langsung tak berdaya nk mengubah ape ape
Jika itu bukan sy. Itu adelah awk.
Sy juge harap sy reda dgn ketentuanNya
Done. Assalamuaikum

Wish me luck :)

Assalamualaikum, heyhey
Tahun nihh aku terpkse
Countdown birthday aku. Haha
Sebelum ni aku tak penah ksh pun bile
Tibe tibe jea dh smpai waktunye
Tp tahun nihh, tarikh birthday sme dgn tarikh pspm aku.
Yupp last exam utk aku kat matrik nih
Penentu utk aku.
Urghh seram jea. Hope hri tuh akn jd hri yg indah
Aku blh jwb exam dgn baek.
Memandang aku asyik pkir psl tarikh pspm tuh
Membuatkan aku terpikir psl birthday aku skali
Tbe tbe rse mcm nk request hadiah laa tahun nihh
Hmm, aku tgk tahun ni byk org dpt cupcake
Teringin nk dpt cupcake jgk! Yg byk byk
Yang sgt creamy. Awww. Wrne merah lagi. Bestnyeee!
Tp dkt spe aku nk mntak nihh?
Dkt spe lagi kan.
My lovely mom laaaa. Tp malu laaa sy.
Tak pernah request nk hdiah ape.
Selalunye birthday aku akn berlalu mcm tuh jea.
Nk mntak pejah buatkan cupcake
Mcm harapan jea -.-
Orrr, aku jealaa buat utk diri aku sendiri. Hewhew
Tp tak reti laaa nk buat cntik2. Cream wrne merah sume.
Nnt yang jd wrne htam jea -.-
Ape ssh beli la utk diri sendiri
Pun boleehh ape. Haaa. Dh la
Dh dpt dh idea mcm mne nk pstikan aku dpt cupcake
Hahaha.
Wish me luck for my exam and the cupcake :)

Mengapakah?

Ya Allah, aku ingin mengadu padaMu
Mengapakah kau memberi ujian sebegini?
Apaekah salahku, ya Allah?
Aku insan yang lemah.
Sesungguhnye tiade kuase aku,
Melainkan dariMu ya Allah.
Kasihanilah aku
Berilah aku kekuatan
Andai perkare buruk ini
Merupakan hikmah untuk ku
Aku rela ya Allah
Tp jgnlah kau biarkan aku terus hanyut
Kembalikanlah aku pada jalan yang kau redai
Aku memohon ya Allah
Ampunilaaa segale dose ku
Aku mengharapkan sinar akn hdir dlm hdupku
Jgnlah biarkan aku terus sesat
Sesungguhnye org yang kau uji
Adelah org yang kau syg
Sesungguhnye tidak akn
Kau turunkan ujian
Jika aku tdk mampu mengharunginye
Namun, bantu la aku ya Allah
Aku tidak berdaye.
Sygi laahhh aku
Jgn biarkan aku terus berade dlm dosa
Kasihani lah aku
Jdkan aku wanita solehah
Yang sentiase mengharap redaMu di setiap langkahku
Lindungi lah aku
Dr nafsu dan syaitan yang direjam
Amiin ya rabbal alamin